Little hearts

ಮಾತು ಮಾತಲ್ಲೇ ಮೆಲಕು ಹಾಕುತ ಮಾತು ಮಾತನ್ನೇ ತಿಂದು ತೇಗುತ ಮಾತಲ್ಲೇ ಮೂಕಳಾಗಿ , ಮಾತು  ನುಂಗಿ ಮಾತಲ್ಲೇ ಜೊತೆಯಾಗಿ ಮಾತಲ್ಲೇ ಹಿತವಾಗಿ ಮಾತನ್ನೇ ನಂಬಿ, ಅದರಿಂದ ನಕ್ಕಿ, ಮಾತಿಂದ ಕಣ್ಣೀರು, ಅದರಿಂದ ಬಾಷ್ಪ ಅದರಲ್ಲೇ ಆನಂದ, ಅದರಲ್ಲೇ ಅಂತ್ಯ ಮಾತೆ ಮೌನ, ಮೌನವೇ ಮಾತು ಮನದೊಳಗಿನ ಮಾತು, ಬಾಹ್ಯ ತೋರಿಕೆಯ ಮಾತು ದುಗುಡದ ಕಿರು ಮಾತು ಧೈರ್ಯದ ದೃಡ ಮಾತು ಕಹಿಯ ಮೃದು ಮಾತು ಸಿಹಿಯಾದ ಜೇನು ಮಾತು! ಮಾತು ಮಾತಲ್ಲೇ ಮನೆಯಾಗಿಸೋ, ಮಾತು ಮಾತಲ್ಲೇ ಕನಸು ಕಟ್ಟಿ, ಮಾತನ್ನೇ ಜೇವಾಳವಾಗಿಸೋ ಎರಡಂಗುಲದ ಜಿಹ್ವೆಯೇ !! ನೀನಿರದೇ ಜಗ ಮೌನ!!

    The bed coffee which makes the morning, The early breakfast on table maintaining its time, The neatly pressed clothes which lied in hanger, The lunch which packed so neatly with zipped cover.. Yes, her magic touch - A magical wand - which could make it possible.. An endless traffic en route the work place, longest list of tasks to cover the calendar, The meetings, mentoring, learning and empowering, Not forgetting to wear the never fading smile.. Yes, Her will Power - An inborn boon - Which makes her float on success.. An ocean is her affection , caring is her mantra.. A kid to her kids while teaching  and playing, A wonderful friend to the mates who can find to rest their secrets, A sister to the siblings to share the ups and downs.. Yes, Her Emotions - Her Strength - Which keeps her balanced.. Being a little girl to her parents, Grown to achieve in her educations to get life on her feet.. The marriage which gives her a cha...

It’s been a while I said something when I say, its true from my heart always.. This time I wanted to say & complain about many of my personal things but soon I realized I shouldn’t.. There are people in the borders in one end, submerged in the glaciers life being sacrificed for the country Thinking  their family members plight, my spine gets the chill.. My voice never got its way out still.. There are mob in the other end, Screaming anti national slogans, putting the traitors as heroes, Imagining their imaginations and evil thoughts make me feel agitated.. My inner voice never stopped poking me and its doing still.. I sometimes feel, I am a common man in the society, but I have forgotten the patriotic citizen in me.. Whenever I feel my voices pinching me, never did give importance.. But got its reason now, and I see my own complaints are nullifying.. My voice is beating me up for all the ignorance I once had!

Need a soul which can feel the kid in me and my innocence Need an arm which can warm when I cuddle and sleep like child Need a pair of ears which can hear all the stories and wipe my tears Need those eyes which can see into mine and make me feel forget the world where I am in Need a small mouth which can talk to me ever and ever and take away my worries Need those set of palms which can hold mine whenever we walk and never set it free wherever we go Need a smart head which process thoughts in a second and solve my problems which may appear silly and simple Need a heart which is pure as always to heal me and hug me to boost confidence I can see all in you... But I know, I am fooling myself... You see me trapped in my own life... unfold all the struggles Support me in all these juggles hold my hand take me out all I need is space to breath and to breath and to breath.......

The reality hurts, the situation bleeds, the present does crush me... But I am not down!! You are not this bad, you could do even better.. Why are you still low?? get up and show the world who you are - my mind said!!! The world is beating, the words are haunting, the inner self is tore apart... I m still roaring I am not down!!! You had that dream, You're made to look up to achieve, why're you still counting gone old bad days???? Shed the dust, prove yourself what you are- my mind reminds!!! The people are opinionated, They are judgmental, They try to break you by comments.. But it takes courage to put them down, But I am not Down!!! Fear kills you, Fear can paralyses you, Fear can make you handicapped, discipline the emotions!! Make yourself harder, stronger, Seek the lessons from nature.. Air that has no boundaries, Water that doesn’t mold itself on situation, The peaks which always seasoned to touch the...

That time had come to bid the last good bye.. That moment when the bullet embraced me.. That moment When my energy failed to trigger my pistol.. That only moment I felt sad and helpless to my country.. That moment I lied on my back not to face my badges to ground.. That moment when I smiled at  mother earth as she was waiting for me from long time.. That moment my un uttered prayer and promise to my country for safety flashed.. The breath was slipping but I held it back to pray my homage... My mother was calling me to feed.. My wife was praying for my longer life.. My only kid was waiting for my shoulders for his elephant game.. My father was proud explaining my triumph to the tribe.. I could see the neighbors who wished me, My friends who helped me, My school which taught me, the teachers who made me.. The ground I played, the fields painted green... But all I could witness now is the blue sky and the blood shed ed ground.. The blue is turning dark bla...

ಮೊದಲಾದರೆ ಮದುವೆ ಮನೆಯೆಂದರೆ ಮದುವೆಯೊಂದಿರುತ್ತಿತ್ತು .. ತಿಂಗಳ ಮೊದಲೇ ಮನೆ ತುಂಬ ಜನ ,ಸದ್ದು ಸಡಗರವೊಂದಿರುತಿತ್ತು.. ವಾರಗಳ ಮೊದಲೇ ಆಮಂತ್ರಣವೊಂದು  ಛಾಪಿರುತಿತ್ತು.. ಮನೆಯ ಮಕ್ಕಳಿಗೆ ಆಮಂತ್ರಣಕ್ಕೆ ಅರಿಶಿನ ಕುಂಕುಮ ಹಚ್ಚುವ ಕೆಲಸವೊಂದಿರುತ್ತಿತ್ತು.. ನೆಂಟರಿಷ್ಟರು, ಬಂಧುಗಳ  ಹಾಗು ಗೆಳೆಯರ ಪಟ್ಟಿ ಮಾಡುವ ಜನಗಳಿದ್ದರು.. ಎಷ್ಟಾದರೂ ದೂರ ಲೆಕ್ಕಿಸದೆ ಪತ್ರಿಕೆ ತಲುಪಿಸುವ ಕಾರ್ಯವೊಂದಿರುತಿತ್ತು.. ಅದರೊಡನೆ ಬೆಚ್ಚಗಿನ ಭಾವನೆಗಳಿರುತಿತ್ತು.. ಕಷ್ಟ ಸುಖಗಳ ಮಾತುಗಳೆರಡಿರುತಿತ್ತು.. ಈಗ ಮದುವೆಗೂ  ಮೊಬೈಲ್ ಯೋಗ !! ಪತ್ರಿಕೆಯ ಗೋಜು ಬೇಡ ಅದರೊಂದಿಗಿರುವ ಕೆಲಸವೂ ಬೇಡ ಪತ್ರಿಕೆ ತಲುಪಿಸುವ  ರೇಜಿಗೆ ಬೇಡವೇ ಬೇಡ ಮಾತನಾಡುವುದು ದೂರದ ಮಾತು.. ಯಾವುದೋ ಒಂದು ಸೋಶಿಯಲ್ ಮೀಡಿಯಾಗೆ ಒಂದಿಷ್ಟು ಶಬ್ಧಗಳ ಪೋಣಿಸಿ ವಿಷಯ ತೇಲಿಸಿದರೆ ಕೆಲಸ ಸಮಾಪ್ತಿ.. ಹೃದಯ ಬೆಸೆಯುವ ಮಾತುಗಳು ಮೂಕವಾಗಿ, ಹರ್ಷ ವ್ಯಕ್ತಪಡಿಸುವ ಕಣ್ಣುಗಳು ಕುರುಡಾಗಿ, ಶುಭವಾರ್ತೆ ಕೇಳುವ ಶ್ರವಣಗಳು ಕಿವುಡಾಗಿವೆ ಭಾವನೆಗಳ ಬಂಡಿಯಂತು ಖಾಲಿ ಖಾಲಿ.. ಯಾಕೆ  ಈ ರೀತಿಯ ಖಯಾಲಿ!!!???