"USE ME"(NOT)

Head is getting exploded to the core with head ache!, heart is getting drenched by the tears and the 'happy-go-lucky' my inner self is consoling the external 'ME'. My mind is flooded with questions, and are still raining cats and dogs! The only request for all you know me is to "STOP USING ME FOR YOUR PURPOSE" - I AM NOT A "USE ME" BIN.

Being good to all hurts sometimes. It does hurts really bad when some one really close stabs you from behind.Confrontation is not at all the way to solve differences! Being naive and calm externally with full of poison inside can make you feel 'Out of the world' for only short span of time!! When the true colors comes out, your shoes will not be exchanged to suit you. Remember you should be in your shoes!! , don't ever try to fit into others to suit your choice. A big tight virtual slap!- to whoever mess with me by using my abilities. I have reached my threshold now period.

Thats it!!! no more gyaan again! I am done! I am very confident on my 'will' and it will stand firm ;battle  all the 'wonts' and will certainly win! I give a damn to all the cheap things which people think about me. People who cant talk with me can only talk about me, coz they are not me!!! I will emerge!, I will emerge leaving all the negativity under my feet to create my own aura. I will speak my work and that will shatter your thoughts! My glory will be the start of your ruin!!

Dont under estimate a "Women"!!. The hands will cradle with oodles of love, but the same hands can can hold weapon to fight for all the odds!! The eyes that speak the language of love can burn your ego in a fraction of second! The heart that keeps the faith , can surely sense the wrong wave when passed across!! The mind which analyzes only good can soon be taught to ignore anything! So be careful! A women is also a human being! of course!! When accompanied by a life partner who is caring and understanding, a women can do miracles! so is in my blood and I shall prove it!  And I emerge, I emerge to a witness a roaring success!! Giving time its required 'TIME' , waiting for the time that brings my good time! Anyhow, change is the only constant which exists on the earth and I shall soon learn to adapt to it.

Got up when my husband called my name twice,  and I am sweating!  the time is still 3.25 AM on a Saturday morning. Still have a slight head ache, but can sense whats going around. He is asking why I am screaming? Felt so good that it was a dream!! I couldn't sense why I was so scared off that I was sweating! Could not recall the dream. That supposed be a nightmare I believe.

In the morning while I was talking about it, I was certain that in reality I don't want anyone to use me to serve their own purpose. People should be well treated to treat you better. On earth, we - the human beings are short lived - So lets be humble and grounded! Let all the negativity evaporate, and have a peaceful life with purity in thoughts :)



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  1. What was in dream....let it come true !!! Especially .......And I emerge, I emerge to ............. these lines

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